| Location | Princess Royal Maternity Hospital |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 19/05/2005 |
| Date of Death | 19/05/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,856 since 17/07/2006 |
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The news noone was prepared for
On wednesday night the 18th of may 2005 i had pains thought this is it im in labour and baby will be here soon,finally got the taxi to hospital for about 11pm got checked over and had to be scanned the doctor is scanning me pauls by my side and then she says i cant find the heartbeat im gonna get the other doctor to come in,at first i thought no way its faulty equipment,the doctor finally came in at 11.40pm we sat n waited 40mins so she scanned me and said im so sorry theres no heartbeat i was in complete shock they then tried for the heartbeat by placing a thing on our babys head nothing.So then the doctor said i can break ur waters keep u here or send u home,we choose to stay in the hospital she broke my waters at 12 midnight usually im sick during labour but i think with the shock kicking in it prevented this,it was such a hard labour and delivery i was crying i was in so much pain it felt as though the baby was never coming.
I finally delivered a baby girl at 4.05am on 19th may 2005 she weighed 7lbs 15 1/2 oz's she had curly black hair and was long.When she was born her daddy said "your your brothers double baby"
After such a hard time delivering her i delivered the placenta the midwife barely touched it and it burst like an old couch i then lost 4 pints of blood and had to have a blood transfusion of 4 units of blood,i was kept in for two days as they couldnt allow me home as i couldnt even stand,they said they thought it was a placental abruption which is when the placenta stops working and cuts off the oxygen and blood supply to the baby.
Getting Home
I left the hospital a few days later with flowers a friend had got me and it just didnt feel right leaving my baby there we shouldve been so happy going to show her off to the world but we were so unhappy and sad.the hospital gave us the neccesary paperwork to register her stillbirth etc to then allow us to orgnaise her funeral.
The funeral
Paul had to fone the funeral director's i just couldnt so we had someone out within a few hours of phoning them the man who came out was so nice his name was john i think we gave him the paperwork to allow him to start the arrangements he took down details etc.
Choosing the coffin
He showed us a booklet with the few choices we had for the coffin and we both decided on the little white one i was in tears while doing this but in the end we both decided on the little white one.
He asked when we wanted the funeral to take place and i instantly replied as soon as possible please,we gave him details etc of everything so he went away and started to organise it,then to our horror we got the fone call call telling us the details we were to bury her on 27th may at 11am in the cemetry i couldnt believe it the 27th was my due date with her so i buried my baby on my due date strange but so hurtful.
The day of the Funeral
The night before we had traceyanne put into the chapel we arrived and drove into the grounds of the chapel the place was full everyones eyes were on us i could hardly see for tears we introduced ourselfs to the hearse drivers and they explained to us what would happen then they opened up the back of the hearse and i had always said i would try and carry her into the chapel as soon as i seen that tiny little white coffin i froze i just couldnt do it so ended up the babys uncle did it we followed behind and everyone else behind us the mass got underway and i couldnt stop crying i couldnt believe this was happening to us why us i kept thinking,everytime the priest mentioned traceyannes name i was in tears we got through the mass and came home.
The day of the funeral
We had been up from about 7am couldnt sleep got ready and a few people arrived at the house made our way downstairs to meet the car that was picking us up we drove into the chapel groubnds and again everyone was waiting all eyes on us i couldnt stop crying the mass lasted 30 mins or so how i got through it ill never know i guess u have a strength you dont relise you have,we left the chapel and made our way to the cemetry and the grave diggers were there already waiting on us the flowers were all put to the side and her tiny little white coffin laid on the ground the priest started the burial it was so quick before we knew it she was buried i cuddled into paul the whole time crying my eyes out everyone was in tears except a few there was people there i didnt expect to turn up after they buried traceyanne some of the family threw in pink roses beside her i was the first to throw in the dust,i wished i was there with her i felt like my whole life had ended but i had traceyannes baby brother and two other sisters to think of.
After the service we came home got the other kids and just sat cuddled in a few people chapped us in to see we were ok which was nice.
We buried tracyanne in beside family so shes not alone.
Our Return to the grave
We left it about a week or so before we went to see her and my god it was so hard but we done it we lifted the dried out sponges off her grave took them home and refilled them with artifical flowers so there is constant flowers on her grave its neat and tidy should anyone go to visit the grave.
We go up as often as we can and more so when its dry and warm,we talk to her etc after all tracyanne will always be our beautiful baby daughter.
Traceyanne had 4 sisters nicolelorraine,charlotte,baby staceyanne,philomena,she also has 2 brothers wee paul,and baby shawnpaul,she left behind many cousins,her loving granparents,aunts,uncles,and cousins all who miss her sincerely.
gone but never ever forgotten always in our thoughts and memories till we met again xx
xmas
hi baby mummy here wishing you were here at this time of yr took ur brothers n sisters to see santa baby loved it its soo hard not having u here think of u everyday love always mummy n daddy love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx youd have been soo excited going to see santa xx
were all fine doing great life couldnt be better love u xx
love you my baby xxxxx
hi sweetheart mummy here just to let u know were all ok ur brothers n sisters arent too well but theyll be fine im sure your grandad is with u looking after u for me as i asked him too love n miss u soo much baby girl xxxxxxx
My wee angel
Hi traceyanne mummy here just dropping in to say we think of you every day we love and miss you soo much wish u were here ur baby sister is getting so big shes just gorgeous and soo perfect love u aleways my baby who never gets any older love to u always mummy n dadddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My baby in heaven love you soooo much xx
I Wish heaven had a phone. So I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories. Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart.
My baby niece
Hi traceyanne your my baby niece who never gets any older think of you all the time love uncle willie xxxxxxxxxxxx
♫♫ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS TRACEYANNA ♫♫
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♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫
♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫
♫ Happy Birthday Dear Traceyanne ♫
♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACEYANNA
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Traceyanne
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACEYANNA
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*THOSE WE LOVE **ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**
Today is my birthday...
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Today is my birthday
Celebrate my life with you
And remember the good times
Forget the bad.
Look up towards the sun
And catch every ray of light
Upon your cheek.
For I am there with you.
Today is my birthday,
Be happy for me.
My life was full.
I had the pleasure of love
And the joy of my family.
Do not be sad
Look up towards the stars
And catch each twinkle
In your heart.
For I am there with you
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Today is my birthday
My legacy is not wealth
Or mighty belongings,
My legacy is you and your life.
Spend it wisely and carefully,
Guard it always.
Do not be sad.
Feel the wind on your face
And in your hair
And know that I loved you
For I am there with you in your laughter
And in your hearts.
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Today is my birthday,
Learn to live again without me.
Take my strength with you
For you are not alone.
Do not be sad
Feel the rain on your face
Feel all life's treasures and
Know that you are alive!
At each step of the way
I will help you
For I am with you always
Until we meet again.
Today is my birthday...
unknown all my love
Sylvie
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BIG HUGS TRACEYANNE
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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God took you gently by the hand,
On wings of love to another land,
Nestled in the clouds up high,
Eternal life he gave you in the sky,
The ones left behind have broken hearts,
Oh they did not want you to depart,
One day you will all meet again,
Saving a place and no more pain,
On wings of love in Heaven above,
Our hearts are filled with lots of love,
Never more then a heart beat away,
Gone too soon,but loved and remembered
every single day.
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Our Precious Child
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GONE TOO SOON
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